Lemme ask you something, (if you are even reading this), in a picture, are you the person who people always look at? The star, where you are the only reason why people want to look at that picture, the one that brightens the picture, that makes the picture special. You always appear in pictures, always taking photos so people can see your wonderful face.
Maybe you are just too, attractive.

Or, are you the person who is always ignored? The ghost in the picture, the one that no one looks at, the one that no one cares about, just a 'passer-by' in the picture. You try hard to be a star in the picture but you seem to be at corners of the picture.
Maybe you are just too, ordinary.

Or, are you the person constantly being insulted at for being such a nuisance, for being so extra? You always seem to be appearing with the star, always make a supposed to be wonderful picture but with you, people get really irritated and bothered because you they feel you ruin the picture.
Maybe you are just too, worthless.

Which are you?

Im the one who is looking at the picture, the one that doesnt appear in pictures, the one that mishes to be the star, the one that dont mind being the ignored person, the one that pities the nuisance person.

Maybe im just too, the one who looks at a picture and think too much. Aint it that way?


Making big bucks at a big company is nothing. I can do it, so can you. Its a potential everyone has.

But i dont only want to go up a big company.

I want to live off the streets, side by side people truly from the streets. Forget about success. It can come later.

One of them from tha streets. Yet to come. Or never?


Ok. No one's going to read this. But i guess if you are here, please tag:) I truly believe in fate. And destiny. Do you?

I wished i could live life once again....

Have you ever hear other people talk about these stories, that are so beautiful, so fascinating. While they tell the story, you have these pictures, flashing in your minds. Some are imagination of how you think it is like to be in the story you are hearing. Some are memories events that in your life, you have gone through and you try and refresh those feelings, actions or thoughts so that you can fully understand how it is like to be in that story.

I do not hear many stories. But i guess, every time someone tells me a story i think it is truly wonderful to hear and be living it through part of the story, bits and bits to make a whole picture. The picture is not clear, and it will not be. For we can live through this story, not in reality as we want to, but right here in the head. In our minds.

I guess we shall only hear stories, that's all we can do. No matter how much we want to live by that fantasy within the words, we cant. Oh wells. You know what i mean?

....but it would all be a different story, not any similar.

Good night, take care and bitter dreams! Ohwells.


PLaylist:


Best I Ever Had - Vertical Horizon

"Best I Ever Had (Grey Sky Morning)"

So you sailed away
Into a grey sky morning
Now I'm here to stay
Love can be so boring

Nothing's quite the same now
I just say your name now

[Chorus]
But it's not so bad
You're only the best I ever had
You don't want me back
You're just the best I ever had

So you stole my world
Now I'm just a phony
Remembering the girl
Leaves me down and lonely

Send it in a letter
Make yourself feel better

[Chorus]
But it's not so bad
You're only the best I ever had
You don't need me back
You're just the best I ever had

And it may take some time to
Patch me up inside
But I can't take it so I
Run away and hide
And I may find in time that
You were always right
You're always right

So you sailed away
Into a grey sky morning
Now I'm here to stay
Love can be so boring

What was it you wanted
Could it be I'm haunted

[Chorus]
But it's not so bad
You're only the best I ever had
I don't want you back
You're just the best I ever had
The best I ever had
The best I ever


Sometimes we just live just to complete today, and get on with tomorrow.
Sometimes there is no reason.
Sometimes life plays with you too much.
Sometimes we just want to give up.
Sometimes the best way is to drop dead.

No, i'd say we fight it through. I wouldn't mind being just a boy. Who does? I probably don't. Must life be all about success? All about victory?
There will always be the someone who has to clean the roads for us when no one does.

Guess let fate decide. This is all nonsense..



TYBY Performance for Opening of Anglican High's New Multipurpose Indoor Stadium. See this video. And come see the preformance!
Its on this Saturday.. At Anglican High School. You can walk from Tanah Merah MRT(:
Come see it! Its a sure thing that it'll be nice:)




This was one of my first few blog entries 3years ago. Its so inspirational. Everytime i see it, i have the crying feeling. Touched. ohwell. watch it.



Sweet. Purely sweet.

www.freehugscampaign.org
quoted from the website:

" In this age of social disconnectivity and lack of human contact, the effects of the Free Hugs campaign became phenomenal.

As this symbol of human hope spread accross the city, police and officials ordered the Free Hugs campaign BANNED. What we then witness is the true spirit of humanity come together in what can only be described as awe inspiring. "

"

How it all started:

I'd been living in London when my world turned upside down and I'd had to come home. By the time my plane landed back in Sydney, all I had left was a carry on bag full of clothes and a world of troubles. No one to welcome me back, no place to call home. I was a tourist in my hometown.

Standing there in the arrivals terminal, watching other passengers meeting their waiting friends and family, with open arms and smiling faces, hugging and laughing together, I wanted someone out there to be waiting for me. To be happy to see me. To smile at me. To hug me.

So I got some cardboard and a marker and made a sign. I found the busiest pedestrian intersection in the city and held that sign aloft, with the words "Free Hugs" on both sides.

And for 15 minutes, people just stared right through me. The first person who stopped, tapped me on the shoulder and told me how her dog had just died that morning. How that morning had been the one year anniversary of her only daughter dying in a car accident. How what she needed now, when she felt most alone in the world, was a hug. I got down on one knee, we put our arms around each other and when we parted, she was smiling.

Everyone has problems and for sure mine haven't compared. But to see someone who was once frowning, smile even for a moment, is worth it every time. "

And this song rocks.